“In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “nique ta mère, encule-moi” which is closer to “you are missing from me.” I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.”—
No matter how cheesy the next few paragraphs might sound, I want you to know that all of these are true….
Some of my best days were spent with you. Without even trying and just being yourself, you’ve made me laugh and smile everyday. Even if I’m having a bad day, you make it all seem alright.
I love that you share all the good things with me. I love that you’ve made me watch movies I’ve only heard of. Most of the movies were awesome. Some of them literally put me to sleep, which is pretty darn good in my opinion.
You’ve changed the meaning of Christmas and it has more meaning to me than it has ever had in the past decade. You think of what I need, more than I think of myself. You encourage me when I needed to be and stop me when I need to. You’ve been there for me every time I needed to pull through. I am truly grateful that I didn’t have to go through some of the most challenging things in life alone and that you were there to show me I’m going to be okay. In many ways, you’ve become my strength.
What I love most about you is hard to say. I love who you are, what you believe in, how you do things, and I love how you fight for what you think is right. I love that we get along so well together and how you could notice the smallest detail. I love that you’ve changed my mind and my life for the better. I love that you have made me the best I could be everyday. My day always gets better when you kiss me and everything is alright when you hold me at night. I love that you’re a big part of my life and everything seems to just fit where they fall.
I still couldn’t believe my luck. Did I really find someone so kind to me that nothing could ever be so bad? I don’t know if there’s any better feeling than being in love with you.
I’m sorry I’m completely broke this Valentine’s. That’s definitely not how I planned it to be. As you might know by now, I’m horrible with anything to do with math, money, and planning. My plan was something more with a bikini wax and a sexy lingerie (both things I can’t afford at the moment). Maybe even a champagne bottle, another thing I definitely can’t afford on this day. Tomorrow is pay day though. And I would honestly would like to do something nice for you. So, if there’s anything at all, just give me a hint. I don’t need Valentine’s Day to tell you I love you or to have wild, wild sex with you but it’s a damn good opportunity.
You are what I’ve always wanted. It’s freaky, scary, and amazing. I’m having the best time with you whether we’re having a good time some place or by just being in your arms every night. I’ve never known happiness the way I know now. Thank you for being the man I need, love, and deserve.